I am a 25-year-old entrepreneur who has always had an independent streak. My partners at work rely on my efficiency. My parents trust my instincts to identify and solve problems in the family. My friends see me as a level headed woman who is in control of her life. My boyfriend thinks I walk on water. But… I have a secret. I am a sex addict and have an insatiable appetite to flirt with men. I am still shocked no one has found out about my activities. I sometimes come close to being caught. Especially, that Friday evening when my older sister almost caught me with my friend’s boyfriend.
I was tired of not having a boyfriend at age fifteen. All the playmates had boyfriends and were flaunting them in my face. Especially my friend Alice. Alice would spend half the day talking about her boyfriend, his love letters, the cheap chocolate and the like. Yesterday it was a teddy bear, the following day, a blouse. I could not stand her smug looks at me. So I invited the guy to my house under the guise of planning a surprise party for Alice and jumped on him. You know guys, they can never resist tasty temptations. I realized the power I wielded over men that night. My sister interrupted us but we were quick enough to elude her. I realized something else, I felt disgusted by what the guy had done to his girlfriend. I didn’t feel bad that I had slept with my friend’s boyfriend. It was a thrilling night I wanted to experience over and over. I didn’t meet with him again even after he pleaded with me to hook up with him. He later broke up with Alice right after I had gotten a boyfriend. From that day, I began flirting with my friends’ boyfriends to see if they would leave their girlfriends for me. I grew bored with this behavior when I entered the university.
MY FIRST INTERN
I was 22 and had started my company. It was a small company. With help from my parents I registered the company and brought on board a few partners. After a few months into operation, my friend recommended an 18-year-old guy for an internship at the company. I agreed. The first day he started, I saw him staring at me. I shivered in anticipation as I saw his eyes roaming all over my body. My boyfriend hadn’t come into my bed for three days and I was ready for a new thrill. After several days of flirting, I invited him to my house to review some documents. I was intimate with him on my couch. We played around till he left for school. It felt amazing to fool around with a younger guy. I ceased contact after that.
MY NIGHT OUTINGS
I usually tell my boyfriend that I want to be alone on some weekends. He surmised I needed time to myself so he left me alone. I would slip out of the house and go to clubs and hook up with random guys. I am still shocked I haven’t been caught. The guys I have hooked with in clubs are about 35. I have no qualms about what I do.
MY TIME ON CAMPUS
I didn’t want to have a slutty reputation when I was on campus. So I only hooked up with three guys. I started my nightclubbing activities while I was on campus because I didn’t want to be seen as I truly was.
MY BOYFRIEND’S COUSIN
I once hooked up with the cousin of my current boyfriend. I was so good an actress that I made him feel it was his fault. He apologized profusely after it happened and I promised him I wouldn’t inform my boyfriend. I see him ogling me when we go out but I pretend not to see his flirtations. I don’t want to do anything to jeopardize my relationship with my boyfriend. But… who knows? A change of mind is all it will take to hook up with him again.
To be continued
by: Noelle Sunshine